When I was in 7th grade we had a project in our English class that I just loved. I think it was part of what turned me on to poetry. We were supposed to chop up bits of poems that spoke to us and then find pictures in magazines to illustrate them. I don’t remember how many pages we were supposed to turn in but I know that I went the overachieving route and turned in about 10 times more than I needed to. That’s where I first read this poem by LeRoi Jones (Amiri Baraka ). It sums up how I feel when life is spinning out of control and then, right under your nose and where you least expect it, you get a touch of hope, and it is enough to carry on.
PREFACE TO A TWENTY VOLUME SUICIDE NOTE
Lately, I’ve become accustomed to the way
The ground opens up and envelops me
Each time I go out to walk the dog.
Or the broad-edged silly music the wind
Makes when I run for the bus…
Things have come to that.
And now, each night I count the stars,
And each night I get the same number.
And when they will not come to be counted,
I count the holes they leave.
Nobody sings anymore.
And then last night, I tiptoed up
To my daughter’s room and heard her
Talking to someone, and when I opened
The door, there was no one there…
Only she on her knees, peeking into
Her own clasped hands.
Amiri Baraka (LeRoi Jones), 1961
You can read more about the poet here: http://www.amiribaraka.com
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* Yes, many replies to your comments are still forthcoming. I’m sorry.
** Winners of the art contest to be announced soon. The delay is my fault.
*** Stay tuned for details about the Book Launch party for Hugging the Rock. If you’re close enough to get here, you’re invited. (Hint – save the date 9/27)
Oh – I was wrong about the 27th, I have an event. But don’t let that stop you!
Waaahhhhhhhh!
I am SO bummed.
Sorry to see you’re stressed! It’s Friday. Didn’t you get the memo? No one is allowed to be stressed on a Friday.
I’m sure I won’t be close enough for your Book Launch Party, but I’ll be there in spirit!
That’s a great poem, Susan. Thanks for posting it.
I couldn’t find your email anywhere on your site here to send you this info pvtly! But I came across this children’s author on another loop who’s doing some interesting things and I thought of you.
Here it is:
Visit teenage alien Izzy Warp and his space dog Bubbles on the HEAVEN
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• Free puzzles
• Free download (.pdf) Izzy Warp Coloring Book
• Free download collector cards
• How to draw Izzy’s dog
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Transport yourself there now and have fun:
http://heavenquest.iwarp.com/
– Kevin Scott Collier
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Nice one!
Great poem (love the title!).
Where’s the book launch going to be? I can’t wait to read the whole thing.